Well anyway, I was thinking about removing some of my old pictures/drawings from dA. ~_~ Looking at them, they are pretty embarassing. Sorry I don't post much anymore guys. :/ (Is there anyone who still actively watches me?? xD haha) I come on dA occasionally to add some random photos or browse but I haven't drawn very much in the last year which really depresses me. However, I've been so caught up in other things, I never find the time or motivation to draw. I'm not participating in this year's artist alley at Anime Expo 2010. I'm not even sure if I'm going to go to Anime Expo 2010 this year. HOWEVER, my really good IRL friend will finally get the chance to. DEFINITELY check her out if you can because she is totally amazing. :]
Anyway, my drawing skills have been dwindling and I hope that I can practice in my freetime so that I don't lose what I've been building on since I first started drawing anything seriously when I was in the seventh grade (even if it isn't that great in the first place). Right now I guess you can say I'm in a state of some weird form of anomie. I have a lot of decisions to make and it's been hard to handle everything which is partly why I haven't drawn at all. I become quite depressed to see so many of my friends leave and the ones who are artists, to grow and become so advanced and mature in their styles and I'm left with barely changing at all in my art. And I do admit, that I am solely the one to blame for that. I've been trying to cope and deal with things and I've made some subtle changes in my life. I'm not quite there yet and it's not perfect, but it's something at least. Anyway, I don't expect empathy or anything of the sort, I'm just simply stating my true thoughts. : ) I hope that I can draw more again and make some important decisions about my future that will turn out successfully. Once I get into the groove of things, I'm sure I'll be able to start drawing and continuing on. I've always dreamt of being something at least a little special when it comes to expressing myself through art and fashion, so hopefully one day I can achieve something at least similar to that which is why I will keep drawing and advancing even if I don't post on dA and even if it takes me a long time.
For those who might be curious, I'm still dating my lovely boyfriend Andrew Young for almost 3 years now and I'm attending my local community college and will be transferring (majoring in Business Administration/Accounting) in 2011! I have started my own line of cute accessories (it's still a work in progress) and I FINALLY FINALLY got my driver's license!!! :]]]]
Anywho, if you would like to keep in touch with me feel free to via any of these other websites I'm apart of:
facebook: michele mccarthy
Keep well everyone and keep drawing! <3